Ice cream

Oh woe is me

University is not like what people crack it up to be... I still remember my tuition teacher telling me that university is a "relaxing" period in our lives... That's all bullshit...

Sure we get to choose whether or not to go to class, but if you're as anal as I am about attendance then that part has been crossed out. Indefinitely.

It's fun and everything... Like how I can go and hang out with my friends however long I want, no parents and all that money to spend...

But with all the assignment deadlines looming overhead, I feel a sense o panic come over me. I wish I could just be like those people who go through school without a worry... :/ I want to be like them.. Carefree.

After all, who gives a fuck if I finished my assignment or not?

Shit...

I do... :/

Food for thought

Today my lecturer made me think about what Could make or break a blog. I've always wanted to create a successful blog that maybe one day would be able to help me earn money. Honestly that dream is slowly dying... I don't think thy I have the inspiration, drive and passion that I once had for blogging. I need to find out what a successful blog is first.. What do people want to read.

Maybe I should create a meme.. Relate to me... But it sounds too lame for it to actually catch on... After all, who really reads blogs anymore? With twitter and tumblr dominating the blogosphere these days, it's hard for any hardcore blogger. Picture based blogs or art based blogs wouldn't have a hard time I reckon. Tier blogs just involve uploading beautiful or funny pictures accompanied by a few lines of caption.

I dont have that kind of talent to flaunt. I write a good story, but I can never see it through to the end. I guess unconsciously, I don't want the stories to end. Which is why I never really try to end them. I want to try.. Now try.. I will do it.. One day..

I just need a good concept that I can build on... Since my angst was left behind in high school and I havent really been in love before.. Inspirational life blogs are really not my thing. I don't like fashion so I can't blog about that.. I don't have a good camera or a good eye for pictures.. I don't even have that much talent in drawing...

What I am good at though... Is learning languages... Give me time, music and a whole set of dramas and I'm set. I don't need lessons or a tutor.. I can learn on my own.. But how useful can that be to the blogosphere. How can that be used to appeal to my readers? That is, if they even exist...

I'll figure it out.. For now, I just wanna focus on my homework.. I need to finish this shit before I die of stress...

Banana cake turned cupcakes

My maid and I decided to bake a banana cake yesterday, but changed our minds at the last minute. We still wanted to make a banana cake but we decided to use the recipe to make cupcakes instead.

The cake turned cupcakes came out beautiful and tasting awesome. Unfortunately I don't have pictures of our creations... But I will be posting the recipe soon... :3

The Beginning

This is my first official post in this blog. I hope it will be the first of many more to come. I actually have a few other blogs that I am managing, however, I chose to start another with the reason that I want to start anew.

My other blogs have been separated by the genre of the writing, but I plan to put everything into one blog. Hopefully then, it will be easier to manage.

I want to make this blog as popular as my other blogs, but I don't know how to go about it just yet. I am hoping that just by writing, I'll be able to increase the traffic to my blog naturally... Without having to advertise. Advertising is a bitch.. So yeah, I would rather do less of that.

This blog will contain random thoughts and rants of mine, experiences, journal prompts, music, videos, pictures, recipes and hopefully fiction that I have written. :3

This is Clare :3

Happy reading.